It is all around me. First, with Bryan Glenn, a kid at my school, whose body I was just a few yards away from discovering and now a murder suicide at my fathers work. It’s all we’ve been talking about, every dinner and every Sunday breakfast. None of family know that every time they bring the subject up I cringe and quickly touch my scars. They always talk about suicide prevention, how you have to notice the signs that your child or friend shows, yet they don’t notice mine. I’m fooling them, just like the depressed drunk with a crazy wife and ended up shooting […]
It all can be over in a single slice. The pain, the tears, the bull shit, everything. Yet we are all still here. We are all deciding if we should take that final leap to freedom, or stay and fight in our so called hell. Sure, I’ve thought about slicing the main vein. I even put a razor to it, sliced a little, and chickened out (of course this cannot compare to those that actually do the act). All i could think about is if this was what i really wanted. What if i did slice through the artery and realized that, ‘Hey, i want […]