today my mum and dad sat me down, and asked what was going on. they said ive been ‘acting odd’. i tend to shut myself out from the world. spending most of my time going on walks with music blasting in my ears, or just simply staying in my room, door locked, music blasting, and staying in bed all day. they don’t understand. its a big world out their. my anexity is climbing the walls. im just a mess.