I’m 15 and my life is over. I feel insane. I can’t really feel happiness anymore. I know it’s there, but it’s like a butterfly with crumpled wings. It will die. Just like me. I just feel violent and terrified like a weasel trapped in a wire cage. I just wanna fight my way out of this life, but there’s no one to fight but myself. So all I really want to do right now is hang myself.
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I don’t know. Humans just suck. Pollution. Genocide. Homicide. Racism. Bullying. It’s all so stupid. We’re destroying our beautiful planet and paving forests over and trophy hunting and all sorts of unnecessary shit. We take more than we give. I just hate being human, hate being a judgmental naked stupid ape trapped in this concrete hell of so called civilization. So ironic that the least humane of all creatures is the human. All I want is to be free from the burden of this stupid life. My Grandfather had the right idea in killing himself. Why can’t I find the courage that he had?