Im never writing to myself, its always been a letter to the universe, if They could hear my thoughts. to you? which you may never receive ,if only by cause. or my final notice,which I never really know what I would say. But I know now understanding is never really quite enough, sure they understand,does this mean I’m not alone then why is it so cold in this heart, I call home. if it’s worth trying. ?I know it’s not enough which I why I should stop writing to you. It’s hopeless, Im hopeless. I don’t wanna be the reason, I don’t wanna cry. cause […]
A Girl, 21, I’ve been here before.
depression prone.
I keep resetting my date with death, cause i always have a hopeful chance i could be happy, but i realized that just not being honest.
My whole skeleton structure is throw off, and i have muscular imbalances from head to toe, I don’t think any one will ever understand how much pain I’m actually in…
IM just depressed because I want to live and can’t.
cant physically and mentally function with kid my own age or older.
I should be grateful I even have a beautiful mind.
But I pushed all my friends away, and anyone who I loved is gone.
I’m not […]