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disclaimer:  I’m not saying ‘do this and you’ll feel better’, if I know anything, it’s that the road away from suicide is undoubtedly the toughest I have travelled, and I just wanted to share what that felt like, and after it happened it was followed by a new outlook on what my possibilities are.  But nevertheless even while I no longer want to slit every artery I can find, it’s still near impossible to beat the depression, every day.

I just lost it today.  I had been doing so well.

I fell back into my depression probably August and the suicidal thoughts began in October.  I came […]