Last night i broke down. Just completely lost it…again. i thought i was better, i thought i was fine. I obviously thought wrong. It happened out of nowhere. I don’t know what triggered it, i don’t understand. I was watching a movie, it wasnt a sad movie, and i just started crying. Started thinking. I had this urge, this itch, something was pulling me, egging me on. I had to cut, i had to let this pain out. So i did. And then i realized how much of a fuck up i am. I just threw three months of being self harm free down the […]
Life is hard. And most of the time I can’t take it anymore. I’m not saying my life is the worst but I’m not saying its the best either. On the outside to my closest friends and to family I seem fine, okay. A happy go lucky girl thats enjoying her teenage years. A girl who smiles an laughs a lots. A girl that can hold her own and can never be beatin or brought down. I seem strong. But the real me, the real me is weak. A weak scared confused girl. A girl who is so use to faking her happiness she forgot […]