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*T/W*

*Background: You come from a very religious and cultural family, who are nothing more than narrow-minded people. You’re the oldest child, a first-generation American, and a female. Your parents are emotionally immature and don’t know how to handle their emotions well. Your father has anger issues and isn’t afraid to get violent. Your mother has a problem not knowing when to shut up. You have a passive-aggressive relationship with them. On the outside though, you’re living the perfect life. You are the perfect A+ student, valedictorian of your grade, and winning many awards. You are a part of the popular kids, the crowd following you. […]

I’ve tried writing here for a really long while. Probably made like 10 accounts with passwords I forgot. Have like 12 posts in drafts, always uncertain of what to post. But there is one thing. Recently I’ve daydreamed about what it would be like to get head-pats from someone, telling me I’m doing good and trying my best. That they’re proud of me. A dream that always brings me to tears. Kinda can’t help myself from crying. I just do. The tears trickle down cuz there’s too much. Pretty stupid how much just a single dream makes me cry and lose my shit now. Panic […]