I am sitting on the couch next to my beautiful girlfriend.
I am on my iPad writing this. She has no idea. I think she loves me. But I’m not happy. Every night the only thing that helps me sleep is the thought of suicide. I have failed at most everything I have tried. I have run out of options. For the last few years I have been telling myself “next week will be better”. It doesn’t get better.
I can’t be positive anymore. The eternal void of death looks so inviting. I have got my method planned. It some […]
