To fellow readers,
I know I have not updated my account in a while and I have no real excuse for that. I thought it would be nice to write my goodbyes as I will be dead by the weekend. It has been an interesting year for me and it has shown me that my time is up. Sorry for my language-
Life is fucking pointless. If we all die the world would still be spinning around like […]
I’m thinking so hard about what I feel my head is hurting. I wish I could end this. Just close my eyes and be gone. But no, I must fight on. I must start feeling more than just angry and scared. I need something that will keep me passionate. I’m to scared to let anyone in because I don’t want to break them. I have friends but they only hang around the shadow of me. The one that makes them smile but don’t mean to but that is not me. Eyes are swollen from tears. I want die. I need to die. I tried, I […]
To whoever may concern,
Although I am young I already feel it is time to stop running well that is how I feel. I am running from my feelings, my emotions for the better good of others. I don’t want to ‘live’. I don’t need to ‘live’. I have read other story’s and they were the truth. I show no sympathy because I have spent so long hiding what feel that I no longer feel. I’m just empty. A ghost of what I should be. Today my ‘friend’ almost got hit by a car […]