Since I was 9/10 years old, I’ve been having thoughts of suicide. I won’t go into detail, but I will tell you that I have had a terrible life so far. I can’t think of a single moment where I was truely happy. I learned to live with thoughts of suicide and depression, but lately it’s taking me over. I really don’t see the point in living anymore, I don’t care about anyone or anything. I have just started college, but I know I am going to fail (for the second time). I am not prepared for anything, and I refuse to do so in […]