I really have 0 left to offer this world. Im failing out of college, my boyfriend fucking sucks, everyone around me finds me loud and annoying, i may be in love with my coworker but i already fucked that up. I just want to feel the sweet release of death. I am not going to have some big or nice job in the future- i have no future, im a fucking joke, and the best part is that no one even knows this about me, im so pathetic that i lie to everyone about how my personal life is because im so embarrassed.