Sothe dance actually went well and everything but then today a guy texted me and asked for a picture and I explained to him that I don’t take pics with my phone only my iPod and all my pics are already on Facebook. And he starting freaking out on my and told me that I was a fat piece of shit and I need to lose weight and he hopes I fucking die a lon painful death and a bunch of shit like that. How am I suppose to deal with this? Help!!!! I feel like dyinggggg!!!
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IWantYouToCare
Off on another day of school, will I make it through the day? The pain? Or will I just end it before the sun goes down? There’s a dance tonight and I’m going, not sure why. Maybe I’ll end it there. All I know is it might end. My schools to small to have theripsits and my family can’t afford one. I feel so hopeless and unworthy of life. This, this will end.
I can never get along with my mother, I tell her I wanna kill myself and that I cut myself. Ive tried so hard to kill myself but always have backed down. What’s stopping me? I love to cut. Makes me feel so much better. Why does it make me feel like this? I just want my mom to care. She used to tell me to kill myself. Idk what to do. Can anyone help me??!!