adults say people who are my age (13) are to young to die. i just nod and go along but on the inside im screaming how do you know! no one has the same maturity levels as anybody so you cant say we cannot commit suicide
the last time i will see the sun come up as i wake
the last time i will look in my closet for what to wear
the last time i kiss my mother goodbye on the way to school
the last time i walk the halls of the murders that killed my confidence
the last time i wave goodbye to my best friend as im getting off the bus
the last time i will greet my younger brothers home from school
the last time i will help with dinner and dishes
the last time i call my dad to tell him i love him
i now dress in my finest clothes
i get the […]
i am  not afraid to die but when will it come to me and envelope me in the sweet desire of death. i will end it all together….someday, for now ill keep dreaming