This is my last thread hopefully I have came to a final choice that I no longer want to die but I need to I’m done I’m not giving details about why read my old post. I need a couple realistic ways to commit suicide not crap like jump off a building. Also I don’t want to leave a mess so that pretty much leaves poisioning and whatever you guys can come ip with. I was going to do the helium method, but that’s unrealistic. I don’t believe in any religion, but my parents are Christian so I want to make this less painful even […]
jake95
jake95
I am 15, 16 in may but I don't want to become 16. I'm looking up painless methods even though it docent matter. I used to dream of becoming a cardiovascular surgeon. I live in the central Oklahoma area. Last but not least I don't know why I started on this website, how am I supposed to feel better when things really don't change. You always have to wake up everymorning and realize what a waste of life you really are. I mean no matter what is said online, you can't just crawly that into your life. For me I still live under this house and things won't change.
Let me be honest since I’m on a website and nobody knows me. My name is Jake I am 15 and live in Oklahoma. I am a diaper lover and have always been that way. I have this need to wear diapers. It just gives me a Wenceslas of comfort that I never received from my parents. My mother has congestive heart failure and progressive ms. I love my parents very much, but this is the part wher I contradict myself. My father is abusive both emotionally and physically, he likes to talk about how he can’t wait for my mother to die. My mother […]