My boyfriend wants to kill himself he hates me because ive lied and been shit and he is homeless hates his family doesn’t want to go home wants to die my parents don’t know him and hate him its long distance we are on the phone
I need help. WHAT DO I DO?! WHAT DO I SAY.
I hate my life so much everyday is just another day I am living and it’s the worst pain possible. My family doesn’t know they are all crazy, I have no friends and my boyfriend emotionally abuses me everyday why. Why me let me go.
I locked myself in the bathroom and gathered everything I could end my life with, once and for all, the ipod dock for electrocution, matches for fire and razors for bleeding till death.
All I do though is sit there and cry, I can’t do it, I dont have the strength but I have no reason to be here,
I am a horrible person. Help me.
Not one person in this world knows how I feel, not even my boyfriend. How depressed I am, how much I cry, how damaged I am, how sad I am, how long its been, how much I wish to end my life every day.
They think I am just me, little bit anti social but laughs, is ok, they think I am fine.
Is that fucked?
And I fail, over and over again.
I have been straring blunting at this knife for over an hour,
Crazy how, bam I could be dead it all gone, within a second. I can just do it, bleed to death.
I dont think I can do this anymore.
My boyfriend told me to kill myself. I cant leave him. I don’t know what to do.
Should I just do it.
The only person I love has called me every cruel, harsh and mean name in the book, is that wrong? That’s what lead me here.
I just want to know what I did to deserve such a shit life I mean why me. Is this fate or what the fuck is this bullshit.
I want to die right now. Now. My boyfriend is so mean to me it drives me to suicide.
., can’t do it
I’m so numb, I wish I knew when I was going to be completely happy. I hate all this sadness, constant hurt and pain, constant dullness. I am depressed and no one even knows. That hurts the most.
After going through a rough patch of hard shit already, the second time round does not get any easier, even with experience. I feel like I can’t put up with another load of DIFFERENT bullshit all over again. The first time was hard enough, but this time I just seem to have the floor below me, falling through, just like my ability to cope. i don’t know what to do anymore. The situation’s don’t matter, it’s just the factor of me not being able to have the strength to deal with this hurt and crying and shaking and pain and guilt anymore.
I need help but […]
Ugh, I threw my blades away and now I crave them. I just want to die again.
I can’t do this anymore, I can’t, I’m lost I don’t know what to do. I can’t do it anymore.
I just want to know when I will be happy, why can’t it be now, why can’t I just know, nothing is ever certain. I hate this.I hate my cuts. I hate the scars, I hate my head, fuck I hate, so much. I feel sick.
I NEED THIS TO END I CAN’T DO THIS ANYMORE.
I’m so fed up with this I’m thinking this is the end. I’m going to do it I can’t cope. Fuck these thoughts. So sick of my controlling boyfriend I can’t do anything I’m a prisoner. Always having to make
Up for pathetic things that don’t fit his requirements. I’m so sick of this but I love him and if I leave him he may kill himself. Ugh life why.
Sick of being controlled by my boyfriend, I just want to do what I want to do sometimes, without being judged or questioned or told not to. Fuck.
My boyfriend is threatening to leave me if I don’t do something to make it up to him by midday. Fuck I’m so stupid I can’t think of anything. I rather die.
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