I’m so numb, I wish I knew when I was going to be completely happy. I hate all this sadness, constant hurt and pain, constant dullness. I am depressed and no one even knows. That hurts the most.
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That’s what we call the “mask”-you know the part that no one knows? That you hide from everyone. It’s almost like we want them to care enough and to notice that something is not right. If they don’t see it, we don’t want to have to tell them. It hurts so much.
That’s right, it feels like no one even knows me and it kills me. I can’t even show me, to my own boyfriend. I don’t understand me. I can’t show true feelings. I don’t know what to do.
@janke23 – I don’t even know who I am to show anyone the “real” me. I lost me a while back, so I know how you feel. It’s weird that we don’t understand ourselves, hell, we know what we are thinking all the time and yet can not express it for one reason or another. I hope it gets better. Maybe you should try and see with your bf. Show him what you think you are keeping from him.
I hate it to. For me, and for you. fucking hate it.
Yeah that’s right. We know what we want to say or what is going on what we could say yet I cant do it. I hate not knowing. I’ve always been lost, l fear I’ve just gotten worse those. Especially not being able to open up myself to my bf. I don’t know how to find me either. I hate it for you too. All of you. It sucks. Why. Where are the answers?