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i may be the most pathetic creature to consume precious air.
some of you are young people, and my heart goes out to you. i understand despair, depression, mental anguish, self-loathing. people can ridicule you (or me), asking how can we bemoan life when there are people in the world are struggling just to keep a roof over their heads. i NEVER forget how lucky i am, materialistically speaking. but internal pain, of the soul –  is simply horrible.
im in my 40s now, for pete’s sake. and still suffering. my parents always told me how ugly and useless i was when i was a kid. my older […]