This is night two and I’m not able to fall asleep. I was awake all last night, had a 3 hour nap but woke up every 30 minutes this afternoon and now it’s 3:40a.m. and I’m not tired but I logically know I need sleep. I haven’t been eating much lately either so I don’t know if they’re connected at all.
I feel emotionally empty but I have been able to easily act happy, natural and I surprisingly have engery. I haven’t had any urges to self harm recently but I do have a suicide plan. I’m really confused and kind of worried because my heart […]