I want a meaning to life.. i have never had a true meaning i lost my best friend when i was 12years old, on christmas day today i lost my best mate from school… all because wed distanced.. i have another close friend who has stopped me suiciding so many times.. but lives 3hrs north from me.. i hate burdening him with my bs all the time..
i want friends.. i want people who will care about me.. and not judge me…