I feel like I ruin every relationship I have because of my deppression.
How am I ever gonna be with someone I can’t relate to..
I hhave a great job.. I’m very handsome.. I have much to be happy about
But I’m not.. never have been.. I drag down everybody.. I’m negative about
Almost everything unless it involves food, sex, or drugs..
I think I’m ready to give up.. cleanout my bank account.
Have a great time. Live a few days like they will be my last cause they will..
Maybe I want to be around soemone who feels like I do.
To cuddle and […]
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Even full of t3s, citalopram, and weed I still sleep only a couple hrs a night
and its usually not until the sun is up…
I lost my job last week and have hardy eaten..
I’ve just kept myself numb ever since..
I’ve had so much shitty luck lately!!
I think about ending it with all of the above while drunk
With co posioning. I’ve done my homework.
If co levels rise above 60 death occures within minutes
only symtoms being nausea and headache..
Dizzyness and a few otthers..
However failier can cause brain damage…
I’m positive it would work tho..
As long as I’m not […]
Seems like every couple yrs I lose my job and shortly after my apartment and gf.
Am I cursed or do I not belong here and fate is telling me to make my own path? All I can think about is getting drunk and bringing my bbq inside and let nature take its course.. I have nobody to talk to.. nobody in my life will talk to me about my thoughts of suicide… they just get mad. I’m 30 and I haven’t found a way to be happy in all these yrs.. I had the perfect life and it still wasn’t good enough I’m about […]