In darkness not a shimmer of hope is ablaze
Nights befall nights, with hopes of better days
My grasp is tight, the clinch of desperation
In this world I sit with no hope or expectation
Parts per million, brain matter, and death notes
horrible thoughts, through pain I breast stroke
My life so empty, heart long lost to the pain
Unto society I feel as though I’m only a stain
Past memories fill my head full of madness
if only I could finally just slay the sadness
I wish it were simpler or easier for is all
But its not when your stuck against a […]
Author
jmoses
More than likely this will become a rambling scatterbrained post that will make sense to only me. It all started when I was 14, I got a job at a local walkup style hotdog joint. my step brother had worked there for a couple of years and he went off on a vacation with his real mother when the boss Nathan Daniels asked if I could work. So I started working there afterschool and on weekends. It all turned strange during the summer after school let out. My boss had gained my trust fully, and he used that trust to manipulate me into, first oral […]