sometimes my eyes leak water onto my face without the feeling of crying. Â it’s unsatisfying.
If you kill yourself where do you plan to leave the body?
ha ha he he ho ho they’re coming to take me away to the funny farm
i don’t always remember the days very well so when my psych doc asks  how i’ve been for the last week i don’t always know what to say.  i’ve realized that i can tell how the last week went by how furry my teeth are.  anybody else have any things like that?
does it worry anyone else that we have a wildly growing population but only one planet worth of resources to consume? Â i wonder what things will be like as resources become scarce in the industrialized world. Â well, at least it will be interesting.
today i am visiting the beach. Â upon my arrival i discovered two lovely young women and a strong and kind young man. Â the young man helped me to move what’s left of the broken piano to the fire. Â the women took turns being mermaids in the waves and we played for hours. Â what more could i have hoped for? Â why am i still so so unhappy?
i chewed up a tiny little bit of my finger with my table saw. Â turns out they weren’t kidding when they said it was dangerous. Â it’s strange having some real discomfort. Â it’s a weird break from all this imaginary stuff.
jesus fuck i wish i was dead. Â how do you control the monsters inyour nmind. Â i want to kill everyone. Â we’re such a hideous virus that i can barely stbnad it. Â mother fuck i wish i coul dstolp exisgting. Â aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh|!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11.
There’s a new girl who is in the waiting room at my psychiatrist’s office. She sits and waits while I sit and wait. She must be seeing someone else in the building at the same time as my appointment. She is pretty. She has more exposed cuts than anyone else I have seen. They look like they were put there deliberately. Most are completely healed. I want to say hi to her. I want to ask if she will be my friend. She looks sad and I feel crazy. Would it be wrong to ask […]
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does the subject font appear this way to everyone?
Have any of you ever tried to persuade one of your friends or relatives that it would be best if you were dead?
Has anyone looked into the best way to die while leaving the major organs suitable for donation? Â I imagine it would be tricky to be found quickly enough after death without risking interference with the suicide.
How do you escape your mind? I need a rest. I read a book called Brave New World I think. The characters had a drug called soma that they could take that would free them from the burdens of their mind. What do you guys do to get away from your brains? Drugs, alcohol, exercise, hobby, sex, meditation?
i wish the yelling in my head would stop. i’m tired and i want to sleep.
For being such a grumpy bunch we all seem to have quite a lot to say.
I wonder what makes the bit about actually getting dead so tricky.