I’m new here, and still not sure why I’m posting. I can’t leave a tell-all type of suicide note in case I survive, and I have no one to talk to. I have always been a loner – everyone thought I had Asperger’s syndrome when I was a kid because I would run and hide under my bed if I had to meet new people. I guess that was the first red flag. I spent my teen years in lockdowns in Utah away from family and normal life. I never had what it took to get through school or hold down a job. Objectively, my […]