I’m in that mood again, pain is consuming my entire body. Â Every day is the same, nobody listens. Nobody cares about me. Â Can’t they see I’m hurting? Â Can’t they love me? Â My name is Hurt. Â It defines me and my entire existence. Â I’m tired of waiting for things to get better. Â I can’t seem to find that Hope. Â When can I stop hoping? Â When can I just end it all? Â I didn’t ask to be born. Â I didn’t ask to exist. Â So why can’t I just – not exist? Â It’s not like anybody would care. Â I can’t handle much before I fall apart. Â I need […]
Do you remember those summer childhood moments spent carefree and happy, when you were filled with hope for your bright future?  I do.  I look back, and think, where did I go wrong? What did I do wrong to make it get this bad? I also remember a childhood gone wrong – a childhood of sadness wishing it would all just go away.  I remember a young me, not too long ago, wanting it all to end.  And that’s still the me today.  I’ve always felt like I were on the outside looking in.  I’ve always felt somehow different – as if there were something setting […]
The worst battles we face are the ones hidden within us. Â Merely living becomes one giant lie – one giant chore. Â Going on in life and following Routine becomes the norm, but nobody sees the truth. Â Nobody sees that you’re on the edge, you’re breaking down.
And when you do finally let it out, you break down to someone – They don’t care, they only use it against you. Â People look down on you, they call you crazy – when all you need is somebody to tell you that they care.
My entire life has been one big mess. When I was a kid, I wanted to […]