I’m in that mood again, pain is consuming my entire body. Â Every day is the same, nobody listens. Nobody cares about me. Â Can’t they see I’m hurting? Â Can’t they love me? Â My name is Hurt. Â It defines me and my entire existence. Â I’m tired of waiting for things to get better. Â I can’t seem to find that Hope. Â When can I stop hoping? Â When can I just end it all? Â I didn’t ask to be born. Â I didn’t ask to exist. Â So why can’t I just – not exist? Â It’s not like anybody would care. Â I can’t handle much before I fall apart. Â I need others to help me, to want to help me. Â I take everything, every rejection, every ounce of hurt to heart. Â And I can’t handle this alone… :/
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I desperately need a friend, somebody, to talk to! I’ve been going crazy lately and if I just had someone to talk to I’d be fine!! Every person I thought cared has abandoned me lately and I can’t handle it. I scare myself sometimes, this isn’t a life I want to live anymore.
Hi, I can be there to listen to you. I feel a bit the same but at least I can listen.
I am on my own and struggling with illness, which is why I may not be able to type back a lot all at once but hopefully I can understand a bit!
I’m often up till the early hours- hope you got a good night’s sleep?
Jovahala, you can talk to me if you want. I know how it is when you are alone, hopeless, etc.
I know it’s not a easy situation. Please contact me before trying something.
Best wishes.
I understand, or at least I think that I do. It’s really difficult to keep living when you feel terrible already, especially when you have no one to talk to.
“Guys,” I TOTALLY agree with you both. Totally. Oh, if you didn’t get it already, I agree with you.