i’m so lost right now, i feel like i’m all alone in the world. like i’m here but i’m invisible. I don’t know what to do anymore. I feel like giving up, not trying anymore. I’m just about done.
I found out today the reason my boyfriend doesn’t have feeling for me anymore, its not because i was forced to move so now we don’t see eachother, its because of another girl, my ex best friend too. it breaks me down, i feel like its my fault, like i wasn’t good enough, even though i put in all i have, i told him everyday how […]
Last night my mom came home drunk again..she has an alcohol problem but decides to ignore it thinking its not effecting me and my sister but it is..it tears me apart..it was the first time i didn’t help her..i felt bad because she could hardly walk, i so badly wanted to but i knew if i did that she would keep thinking it was ok..ill be 18 in less then two years and i want to leave but I’m afraid to leave my sister..I wish i knew what i could do to make my mom realize its not only hurting her body but the ones […]
i’m to the point where i don’t see any reason to try..every time i do i just get shot down and it gets me no where. i am ready to give up but then i think of my little sister..it kills me, i do all i can to make the people around me happy but not one of them can even return the favor a tiny bit..i’m just about done. </3