You had me give up on my own future because you “needed” me to not go have my own space and take care of myself and my own life.
You talked and acted like you’d kill yourself if I didn’t, like you talked about how you got drunk and smashed your car a little while before.
You didn’t care then that you were emotionally blackmailing me into turning myself into a wreck and throwing my future away.
You didn’t care then that I gave up on everything I wanted for you because of that stupid intense fear and anxiety you made me feel.
You didn’t care how disgusting I […]
I wish I had the guts to kill them. I wish I had it in me. They were allowed to be abusive throw shit at and smack and threaten and terrorize me all they want while they hold my ssc an other crap hostage on me and force me to work for them as cheap labor and shove me around telling me what worthless shit I am all the manipulative crap and everything else while they get away with it all and not a god damn thing out there gives a shit. I hate how fucking low I went to make money under their noses, […]