I’m a fucking disgrace. A failure.
Every day, it’s hard.
Life’s like a deck of cards.
Not knowing what’s gonna come at you.
Struggling to decide what to do.
You’re ready to go,
You’re feeling low.
Something’s keeping you here.
You gotta face those fears.
You can get through it.
You’re worth it.
I’m in my bed, sobbing uncontrollably. I don’t want to live anymore. I can’t take the struggle.
I’m dying inside. I hate being so fucking angry at the littlest things. Tomorrow, I’m gonna make things right. That way, if I leave, I die right.
I tried to kill myself. It’s not worth it. I lost more of myself than when before. I hurt the ones I loved.
I’m done hiding. I’m sick of thinking about how I wanna leave this earth. I’m fucking done living. I’m fucking done being a disappointment to my family. I might just have to end it all. Tonight
I’m gay. I know you wouldnt approve. I’m sick of living this worthless life. I’m proud to have a girlfriend, but I’m sick of hiding it. I dont feel like anybody gives a fuck. Ever. This girl. Is done. So goodbye nothing. I love you Kim.