… don’t ever give yourself up. Fall in love, live the moment, but do never ever give yourself up for anyone. Don’t give your dreams up for anyone. And don’t live for anyone else. Live for yourself. Friendship or romantic love… “When love hurts it won’t work”.
“And I congratulated the dead who had already died rather than the living who were still alive. So better than both of them is the one who has not yet come to be, who has not seen the calamitous work that is being done under the sun.” – Ecclesiastes 4:2,3
I haven’t posted in a while, but please if there’s anyone that can talk to me… I can’t stop crying, and can barely breathe… I am afraid that I lost my best friend… If she dies I will die too… Please, anyone…
This can’t go on for much longer! I gotta bring back the voices. I gotta bring back the madness. My only protection. Live or die, they’ll figure it out!
I’m so sick. Everyone wants me dead. Why do I keep trying to find someone to hold on to? Noone will ever care about me. I can’t keep the happy face anymore, it’s just too much. Everytime that I show someone the agony inside they’re like “Run for the hills”. I will always be alone. Noone could ever love a stupid loser like me. I thought that I could help if I would talk to people around here. But how could a fuck up like me ever help anyone when I can’t even help myself? Everyone is going to be better without me. Nobody will […]
“I look at my little sister and think how she has inherited the best qualities our family has to offer: my mother’s healing hands, my father’s level head, and my fight. There’s something else there as well, something entirely her own. An ability to look into the confusing mess of life and see things as they are. ” – Mockingjay
Thanks to everyone that replyed last night. I was so desperate and I don’t think I could have made it through the night. I was too determined to end it. I slept all day today and I’m a little better now.
I can’t believe I finally posted here. Last night is  still a haze, I’m a bit dizzy now too. Been on my own for so long, I’ve been staying in this house for far too long. I’m not too good with words but I just wanna thank you all! 🙂
I’ve been laying on the floor for the past 30 min, crying. I’m losing my mind a bit more each day. My fire is gone, my fight is gone. I feel like garbage. Nothing can make it better. Fuck, I can barely hold myself together to write this. I’m dead inside, dead for too long, soon to be dead for good. I can’t do this anymore. They all want me dead. Don’t even know what to say anymore… Everything is pointless… everything is pointless…