I believe I am bipolar…but I think if I go see a doctor, I will get my daughter taken away. And will be judged by my family… I don’t want to take drugs for it but I know that’s what I will have to do if i go see someone about my problem. It really hurts because one minute I want to die and get to the point of almost killing myself and then I get rid of those feeling and just laugh….it fucks with my head so bad that more and more lately I keep forgetting what I am doing and makes me sad […]
The world has been comming down on me for a long time now and i cannot keep up with it anymore, i hurt physically and emotionally and nothing helps, 15+ years of feeling terrable And i cannot keep going. Dose anyone have a reason to keep going? Probably not. So if anyone would like to help me do myself in that would a big help. I have tried but i guess not hard enough.