sitting in my room bymyself.seems like every person i try to talk to i push away so fast and scare them. but i just want someone to love me. is that so much to ask for. i met this boy i work with. it was cute he was passing me notes i felt like a little girl again. i even broke up with my boyfriend for him. he seemed so real, and it may just be me going crazy. but i dont even care anymore. i just want a fucking gun. i just dont want to do this anymore i dont want to […]