Fucking right. I feel like SCREAMING.
justordinary
justordinary
I hate myself, its simple. Besides that i'm just average; I get up and go to work, I have a dog, I play tennis and draw when i want to and i smoke a lot of Hookah. It makes me happy. I secretly socially smoke cigarettes because my mom would freak out if she knew, quilts are my favorite type of blanket, i like to think i'm cool because i drive a manual and i am vegetarian.
I know i am depressed but i would never want anyone to know, i think about killing myself almost everyday. Why not? Maybe in the next life i won’t be like this, maybe i will be a better person. A perfect person. Even if nothing happens after we die i think that would be better than this. Nothing actually sounds pretty good. No one knows i feel like this and honestly if i died they would get over it. I am an ugly, worthless, fat piece of shit. People use me because i don’t stand up for myself, i am too worried that i will […]