kanister

you have exactly 24 hours left before it, then how are you gonna use this time?

for me, I will just listen to whitney houston’s songs over and over, especially “I will always love you.”

[youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H9nPf7w7pDI&w=560&h=315]

one of my best friends recently told me he wanted to die so bad since his love life all came to failure.

he is actually ugly(no offence) and and imprisoned by low self esteem and self hatred, which makes him go from bad to worse into locking him up in the prison of solitude.

do you think this could be the suicidal motive?

this is silly question I know but, this is question about what you put more value on, liberation with or without body.

I asked myself this and to me, both has advantage and disadvantage. so I still cannot answer 😀

what about your choice?

let me tell you first that I am buddhist so I believe in afterlife and karma seems to affect us by which we are incarnated in anything depending on how we did a good or bad deed to others.

but sometimes I think I just rely on what could be relief to soothe my pain or fear to die.

what do you think? hell or heaven in this hyper high tech society where we land on the moon?

wish there  is vast nothingness after I leave this world. uncosciousness is an absolute bliss.

then what is the word “project” used for? keep talking gibberish and whinning without knowing how to die with dignity? ridiculous