Sunday night I had told myself that drowning was going to be the easiest and less stressful way to go. I live a couple of blocks from a lake and I had considered going to the dock with a 50 pound weight and just jump in. Well, I went boating today at that same lake and my friend pointed to the dock and said she had a dream where I had jumped in and didn’t come back up. When she went under to see, she said she saw something holding me down and that I eventually drowned. That’s when she woke up crying…anyways. She had […]
I love the life I have lived. But the life I’ve been living lately has gotten so boring that I see no point in life. I have no determination for absolutely ANYTHING. I don’t want to work, I dread going to school, my friends and family bore me and I pretty much find sleep as the most exciting thing. I’m not here to say I have screwed up parents or that I’m ugly. Honestly, I have a great family and I think I’m very beautiful. I’m here in curiosity. I want to know if anyone wants to end their life just…. Because? I think what […]