I love the life I have lived. But the life I’ve been living lately has gotten so boring that I see no point in life. I have no determination for absolutely ANYTHING. I don’t want to work, I dread going to school, my friends and family bore me and I pretty much find sleep as the most exciting thing. I’m not here to say I have screwed up parents or that I’m ugly. Honestly, I have a great family and I think I’m very beautiful. I’m here in curiosity. I want to know if anyone wants to end their life just…. Because? I think what would take my suicidal thoughts go away is by doing something crazy. Like bridge jumping, getting high, having a one night stand!
Anyways.. Is it possible to be so bored and fed up with life that you want to end it?!
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I’ve had times where I want to die because of tremendous boredom .. I have little to zero motivation to participate in ‘real life’ and I get bored easily .. I feel like I am 1/2 zombie (no enthusiasm) 1/2 robot (autopilot mode) and I have to filll each day with pointless activities
I still feel this way, but it seems to become less frustrating, more manageable with time
what prevents you from doing ‘crazy’ things ? did you have a strict upbringing or something?
I don’t think anything is really stopping me, it’s just finding that ‘crazy’ something to get a thrill in life again. If that makes sense..
I relate, somewhat. I had a good family life, I’m not atrocious looking, I have friends, I have a job, I have money. But more often than naught, I feel like life has nothing more to offer me. I’m living through the motions with my dark passenger.
maybe you should do something exciting but not dangerous or reckless. like a one night stand probly wouldnt be a good idea cuz you shouldnt do that with someone out of boredom, it should mean something. anyway try to have fun in other ways
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I feel you on so many levels…School was so boring for me when I went. I went to a different middle school each year and a couple different highschools, new kids and new teachers didn’t make a difference and neither did the sports or the AP classes. I aint gonna lie , when you get out of high school and are on your own, its almost as boring. I find it puzzling how everyone else is so fuckin content with day to day life…
I dunno about you, but I sometimes wish I was kidnapped and dropped off abroad so I can learn what to live day by day really is .. this modern lifestyle is all about serving the elite and dying inside