I’ve been thinking about suicide for years. I don’t know when I’m going to end but hopefully it’s soon. I’ve lived a horrible past with my uncle and cousin mollesting me at age 6. I feel disgusted with myself, letting them touch me and not saying a word. Why me? Thank goodness I had puberty and that got them to stop. But ever since then I’ve been really depressed with accepting myself. On birthdays I wished for death yet nothing has happened I’m a wuss to try anything and rather have things come at me than running to them. The only way I deal with […]
