So more psychological BS by someone who’s intentionally trying to screw around with my life….. I’m kind of over it and it’s pathetic that no one can state what’s going on….. kind of a pathetic world we live in, but I shouldn’t be intentionally forced out of an industry of or towns or of anywhere…… but that’s seems to be what’s happening because some people are really really screwed up….God help them…. and in the meantime I’ll hold enough faith that things work out for my personal situation spending and hour and half on a bridge is never a good thing – but it’s my […]
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I'm too old to not being handling this better - but dealing with intentional psychological manipulation.... imagine everything you did in life was shared to others.... yeah creepy.... and against my will..... and because of such observation - I'm being fucked around with really badly as well as stolen from intellectually....it's like being raped everyday by a bunch of people...that's my story.... in addition I've tried to keep going and have a lot to be grateful for, but all that's going to be lost if I have to keep dealing with such hatefulness.... I guess they always kill the mouse at the end of the experiment - I'm just not sure who's experimenting with my life and why especially against my will.... I'm a person whether you like me or hate me....
This post is mainly for anyone who needs a read or something to carry on….
I’ve been battling with killing myself everyday for over 2 years. What’s worse is that the reason I feel this way is because of the shit from other people – some people are just nasty and hateful, I’ve been dealing with privacy invasion – I’ve had a lot stolen from me intellectually as well as emotionally – maybe that sounds dumb, but it’s true…. I ended up in the hospital once because I wanted to kill myself…. this isn’t a pitty post it’s to let anyone who reads it know they […]