Today I broke an ongoing achievement of mine which was to never smoke , but I was told it relieved depression after the first one I was actually quite surprised at how I felt. It felt great I was also offered cannabis which I took, looking back I’m disappointed in myself as it was a stupid thing to do and now I’m getting addicted. But it’s made me quite suicidal I’ve gone to the point of self harm but what I found weird is it relived my depression more than smoking or weed. I don’t want to get addicted to this or take it to far but it would […]
Currently 16 left school not so long ago also leaving all of my friends behind to start a fresh in college thinking i would be happy, meeting some good people i thought my life would get better but as i have never been in love and having depression for a long time my life is getting worse i feel so alone and see no future for myself i really can’t take this anymore. I feel that there is only one way out, I also spend most of my days alone feeling negative to tired to do anything and i don’t like being around people when […]