Sorry this is just a rant piece, nothing really helpful to anyone reading.
Think I’ve been caught with a bad habit, been trying to lose weight – think you can imagine what it is.
I’m nowhere near my goal weight and I’m afraid I’ll be made to stop. Not to mention the damn humiliation of anyone, let alone my whole family, knowing.
I was diagnosed with bipolar four years ago and only just managed to convince my family that it wasn’t true. Of course it is hahaha, every time I’m in hypo-mania I think I don’t have it.
So anyways I’ve crashed hard and as […]
Was wondering if anyone else on here has experienced this.
I no longer suffer from depression and haven’t for some months but yet my suicidal thoughts won’t stop – I often find myself making plans according to a specific date and looking forward to said date. It’s something I have to actively try not to think about.
For me I believe it’s due to lingering beliefs from my point in time of depression and resulting delusions.
If anyone else has experienced this and anything that might help these intrusive thoughts I would greatly appreciate your sharing.