everynight… I have to go to sleep with this image in my head tht makes me wish I was never born… Nd sometimes I wonder, was I born to be torcherd ? Does god hate me, or is there a god??? Because if there is… He ain’t helping me… Nd I have faith, nd I pray… I just don’t get it..
it’s just hard to tell other ppl about my situation
Cuz they may not believe me or understand what I’m goin through…
So it would just be a waste of my time to tlk to someone
Tht really doesn’t care..
I wish I would disappear .. Never again to return. All I wanna do is die.. I have to admit yes I have tried to kill myself several times, bit failed… I just need help:((
Suicide is all I think about… I just hate my life