everynight… I have to go to sleep with this image in my head tht makes me wish I was never born… Nd sometimes I wonder, was I born to be torcherd ? Does god hate me, or is there a god??? Because if there is… He ain’t helping me… Nd I have faith, nd I pray… I just don’t get it..
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i know how you feel (cheesy line that means a lot). it’s a terrible feeling, because after your prayers aren’t answered, you start to think that you were meant to die. it’s happened to me, and my uncles. maybe god is just testing us in his silence, i don’t know. just remember that we’re all here for u if u need it.
Personally – I do not believe there is a God – bu many others do like AdAstra – Read the bible to try and gain inspiration – Danial or Exodus would be one book to read – God does not just “wave a magic wand” to “fix” stuff for you – the bible – the Word of God is to guide you and give you inspiration and sometimes the answers – God gives you strength through faith in knowing He is with you ALWAYS – God and Jesus give you strength to do what is right.
God wanted you to be born because he has a plan for you – it is imporant for you to follow the path He has chosen for you – on that path there are rials and tests which He want you to.
dawg
Hey Dawg,
Not actually true. I do believe in a creator & creation yes, but i don’t believe ‘he’ intervenes necessarily.
I think ‘the best help’ is always human help.
I am happy if God helps you kelly … that would be really cool ….but if you ever want “our” help, please just ask, we would be more then happy to help you anyway we can.
You seem genuinely a good person. Stay positive okay.
God is just hope that thigs will get better, false sense of reassurance. Faith causes bullshit ideas that may put you at ease but ultimately dont heighten your chance of succession or survival