I haven’t posted here in two years. Sadly, nothing much has changed since then. I still want to die. But even in this moment of pure agony, I want to extend my arms out to all of you and hug you tight. You all deserve love, empathy and trust.
I’m not one of those, who can easily hide…
Alright, I’m not actually going to keep spamming songs that remind me of Moulin Rouge. I have a question, you guys can answer at your leisure, or not.
I honestly want to know what is wrong with suicide? Is it because you might leave people behind? Or traumatise them?
To me – suicide makes sense. And after all – If you don’t want to stick around, why wait?
I totally asked this of my psych the other day, and she didn’t give me any conclusive answer.
yay.
Honestly… I’m not really sure what to write here.
I think the main thing is, is that I want to get over this fucking mind block that I’ve developed. Yes, I know I have depression, and it’s pretty bad. But I seem to chalk everything up to it.
It’s kind of pathetic.
Not a day goes by when I don’t think about killing myself or how much of a phony I am. Nothing ‘bad’ has ever happened in my life. I have many interests and skills, people who respect me, supportive friends and a loving family. So what right do […]