I seem to be losing all hope my life has sunk to a new low I have no friends and a future that idc about I’m almost ready to die
Is it bad to say that you would rather be dead than to be without the love of your life your whole life?
I don’t think I’m going to be with the love of my life forever I just can’t handle thinking that cause I love her with all my heart
It’s been over half a year since I haven’t self harmed myself in anyway. And last night I went back to hurting myself =(
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I’ve been dealing with depression for over 2 yrs. now. And I’ve attempted suicide multiple times from taking pills to OD, to crashing my car. I used to cut all the time when I got really upset. I told my “2nd mom” about all this and she was really worried one day I told her I wanted to die. And me her and her daughter (my ex) went to a hospital for me to get help I took a couple classes and hated it, it wasn’t helping so I left. I went on medication for my depression doctors not knowing I was suicidal. I still […]