I have nobody to talk to. The only person I could talk to was my ex and now I’m with a guy that doesn’t want me talking to him. I don’t know what to do. I’m miserable.
I’m starting to give up. Starting to lose hope. I’m feeling more and more unhappy as time goes by. All the arguing… is it worth it? I don’t know anymore. I’m starting to wonder if this is how every relationship is going to be for me. I always have unhappy relationships. I never once can think of a happy calm relationship I’ve been in where I am not in a constant argument. I can’t sleep anymore.
I’m not in a kissy mood-argument.
I’m depressed- argument….
everything is an argument.
This sucks. You love someone so much and they just hurt you, and you forgive them, and they do it again, so you forgive them and it happens again! Why do I have to be such a hopeless romantic. I wish I was one of those strong woman who don’t believe in love. Who can be on there own. But I am so damn needy. I can’t even sleep alone. I’m pathetic.