I have a plan I believe it will change the world… maybe but anyway kik me at: YD_LaSephiroth or message me on Facebook my name is LaMarcus Favors or text me 470-400-1951 ill explain the details..
there’s this girl I stayed up all extra late to talk her actually I met her on here… after awhile she gave me a reason to not want to kill myself anymore… then we started to have feelings for each other..at least that’s what I thought..a couple of I love yous and good conversations later I get a bad feeling that something isn’t right turns out she had a boyfriend all along I was just some extra conversation..then I almost lost my mom I lost my job and im out of reasons to keep going.. guess this is goodbye
can I ask everyone a question…. do we really wanna die I mean of course but actually think about it.. leave our lives here to have an equally as bad or worse life after death… we just can’t win for some reason.. every time i come to this site for help I always think of that song wonder wall by oasis I can’t help but to think that song has a deeper meaning but ponder my question and answer… my kik: YD_LaSephiroth but im going to bed because I have school tomorrow.. yes im young :/
has anyone heard the song rooftops by lostprophets everytime I hear it I think about this site and everyone on it and if you haven’t heard it it’s really worth the listen the sound is good but its the lyrics that get my attention
does love really exist if so why does it always end and why did they invent the phrase true love because love lost it’s meaning i see old couples that have been together longer then i have been alive but isn’t that just the ability to put up with the other persons b.s. i’m only 16 so i don’t know much about love but i know enough to question it so does love exist or is it an illusion…
if there was a pill that killed you instantly.
without pain would you take it.
if you had to live and smile
would you always fake it.
if you had no friends.
and reasons to die becomes a list.
would you give it all away.
and maybe slit your wrist.
if you decide to not live again never.
then why are we forced to live forever.
it’s illegal to kill.
but if its your life would you take the pill.
We are labeled we are outkasted and then when we try to escape from it we are labeled again and forced to stay if society didn’t give a fuck before why stop us now you can call me mentally ill or abnormal but remember NO ONE is born that way
for being suicidal….. for being different…. does that make me God’s reject
I feel alone no one ever reaches out there hand to me someone please be different and never leave
I often hear things like if you kill yourself and you’ll go to hell but if you have no family who is left to care and if God is perfect then he should have already known about my plan people say that by killing themselves they are failing God and other but they should turn around I might have failed you but by rejecting me and with all other leaving me to die I can honestly say you have failed me too
im in my room with a razor and a crap load of pills 🙁 my only thought which to do first.
I don’t wanna do another day it’s to much I quit someone tell me how to end this
someone tell me im in a crazy dream and none of this is real
someone tell me i’ll wake up and realize this is fake
i wanna believe that i actually have a family
i wanna believe that im not a suicidal teen
i wanna believe in something new
someone give me something to believe in before i give up
knife
normal people me
a cutting tool […]
i have so many regrets in life and so many thing i wish i could change to the point where it is eating away at me i wish i could go back in time and change my past…. like in that movie the butterfly effect….
im 15 and im completely lost in this crazy world i don’t know what to do anymore.
why do we think happiness exist if it never lasts. why do we believe in love if it only ends in heartbreak. why do we live if there is nothing to live for. why do we cry if no one hears us and the ones who do hear us don’t want to help.