i have so many regrets in life and so many thing i wish i could change to the point where it is eating away at me i wish i could go back in time and change my past…. like in that movie the butterfly effect….
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Didn’t turn out so well for the protagonist.
is that movie even good? somehow ashton kutcher discouraged me from it. so how about that mr. bungle?
it was the best movie of all time 🙂 well in my opinion
pfffft, terminator 2 filled that position.
not an opinion a fact!!!
just kidding, its just my favorite.
yeah the ending was very sad for him
:O terminator 2 is a good movie also
yeah it is. its just always been my favorite movie since i saw it when it came out. im not a sci fi nut or anything. some of my other favorites are baise moi, a siberian film, city of god, men behind the sun awesome awesome movies. sin nombre is good for being new too.
A Serbian Film*
hmmmm i need to watch some of these
some of them are a little on the brutal, graphic side (netflix vowed to never make a serbian film available for rent or instant streaming) and if you dont like watching animals get hurt… dont watch men behind the sun (or autopsies on living children, stock footage… still) baise moi, some people consider torture porn. its good but sexually graphic, lotta killings, most realistic rape scene in film. city of god is great but like i mentioned about violence on kids…. i think sin nombre might be the most timid and its instant streaming on netflix.
ok thanks and thank you for being there for me lately
anytime. i work at home and my fiance moved out so im pretty much here all day. what kind of stuff do you like? im sure i could show you a world you were unaware of
Was that movie really anygood.? Or just did i think it sucked,?
i like drawing, writing music, and that’s about it actually i don’t really live i exist i guess
i cant draw for shit, what kind of music? dont exist. find out everything about picasso , or sal dali. you could right songs about van gogh and how fucked up he was. ever listen to the song pablo picasso by the modern lovers? its ok but its funny hearing a song about pablo being a player hahaha. so much to learn about. especially if you’re an artist, and like music. you like napalm death? you know Jeffery Walker (electro hippies, carcass, brujeria) drew the album cover for scum and a whole bunch of others i cant think of, that being the most famous.
Baise Moi is extremely graphic. And the Butterfly Effect is an amazing movie, I too was discouraged by seeing Ashton Kutcher but it was great.
a serbian film puts baise moi to shame on the graphic level. not as gross as Salo:120 days of sodom though, that was just gross.
i listen to all kinds of music but i haven’t heard of napalm death but i will listen to some
they are amazing (if you can handle it) thats just grindcore/deathgrind.
i listen to pretty much everything. nothing on the radio or tv is good so it forced me to find music from people who are too original to listen to record labels who force them to change who they really are. any particular genre?
they are amazing i love it and no particular genre but for some reason i find alot of taste in songs from the 80’s and 90’s for example wonderwall by oasis is one of my favorite songs
me too! man i love that one song careless whisper by george michael. beat is hard, i want to use it for a rap song.
tears for fears, the pixies man there is alot of good shit in the 80s, 90s for me is mostly thrash, rap, grind.
i like careless whisper 2 but i didn’t know you could rap 😮
NDF don’t let lucy4 know you like the pixies. He’ll start stalking you too 🙂
Boise moi was a disgusting film. I don’t mind that it was graphic that’s fine. It was just such a terrible film I was embarrassed
i forgot i deleted my posts (i hate bitching so i got rid of them) well yeah i been playing music my whole life. first band at 11, recorded 1st cd with a record label at 14, always love rap so my homie whos a rapper got me in the studio to record on muggs (cypress hill) label. its fun. i just love all music. i love to play all music.
what!? thats amazing i wish i was like you
“And all this calamity is rippin’ my sanity
Can it be I’m a celebrity
Whose on the brink of insanity
Now don’t be wishing of switchin’ any positions with me
‘Cuz when you in my position, it ain’t never easy
To do any type of maintaining ‘cuz all this gaming and famin’ from
Entertainin’ is hella straining to the brain”
please dont say that…
runnin by pharcyde i love that song!!!!!!!!!!!! 🙂 and why not
haha lucy knows what i like, we were discussing very good bands, he is honestly the only person whose heard any of the music i like… it baffles me how someone would want to die and not even know who joy division or the pixies are.
baise moi is a bad story with 2 pornstars who could probably “act” an orgasm, but its the concept that counts…. now a serbian film… woooo, i still have not met anyone whose seen this move, it JUST came out how could you not have heard of it people!
couldnt “act”*
they are the shit (RIP j dilla you my boy!) illa j (j dillas lil bro) is amazing also.
are you serious??? it ruined my highschool years. everyone all in my business, haters… god i can tell stories of the haters. missing alot of things cause you had “previous engagements you cant break” because the band will crucify you. its just alot of stress. especially if you’re sick like me. have to constantly stop to go to the bathroom and throw up and when you perform you have to seem invincible, but i would feel so sick i would just get loaded and people would just be like “yeeeah hes strung out yeaah”. i dropped out of highschool in 10th grade it was just so much drama.
There was no ‘concept’ in Boise moi. It was sold to me as ‘Thelma and Louise meets natural born killers’. What I got was more like Thelma and Louise with no point. Last time I see a film on the grounds that it will soon be banned.
Surfer rosa got me through a summer once. Just kept saying ‘I’ll kill myself after I listen to surfer rosa one last time’. I think joy division are kind of overrated though. God I’m opening myself up to all kinds of abuse for saying that…
haha, no oneday i mean for french extreme cinema, not the movie movie itself. yea joy division is waay overrated, thats why i chose the name of one of there songs for my name thinking everyone would know what my name meant on a suicide site. lemon kittens and los microwaves are dangerously underrated.
i love surfer rosa (not just the cover)
i think its funny when girls are all “awww i love gigantic”
not even knowing its about a big black dick haha
Oh yeah! I’ve made so many bad decisions. If I could just get over them and erase them from my memory, I’d be satisfied but I can’t.
Talk about overrated, ‘gigantic’ was a bit overrated. I’m not convinced it was about a dick though. There’s a lot of rumours about that track. Like the fact that they were going to call the whole record ‘gigantic’ after that track, but decided it might give the wrong impression next to the picture of the topless flamenco dancer? Who knows. Their songs are all about gibberish anyway.
kim herself has said it is from crimes of the heart, but eh whats it matter? yeah some are gibberish, alot have meaning. im more of a bauhaus guy anyway.
Bauhaus broke up before my time but I got to see Love & Rockets and Peter Murphy back in the day. I loved Tones on Tail too. We gotta hang out NDF. Are you into the Cure? Faith, 17 seconds, Pornography, Japanese Whispers (the earlier stuff).
haha sucks for you, i saw bauhaus in 2005, AWESOME SHOW! peter murphy looked like the living dead haha. no, i dont really like the cure. do you like Swans (the band obviously)