I last posted here in October, when I was feeling terrible.
Things were a little better for a while. I was coping with coursework, I felt like I was becoming more than a mass of sobbing ridiculousness. Christmas was nice. It’s the first nice Christmas I’ve had since… actually, I don’t remember the last nice one. This one was the best.
I’m still sick of disappointing. No matter how I try, I’m not trying hard enough. The father still hates me. The mother is still too far away. My siblings are all still worth so much more. One is a shining example of a man. One is […]