I am so relieved to have a place to pour out the feelings. I have been feeling VERY suicidal for a couple weeks. Sunday I half-assed tried by taking a bunch of my husband xanax, drinking some wine, and taking a bath. I really hoped I’d fall asleep and drown but it didn’t work. In fact, I ended up getting the best night’s sleep I’ve had in a long time. (So, much for all the warning labels)
See – my husband seems to have a mental condition that is getting worse and worse. Somewhere between bipolar and multiple personalities. He also seems to be this little […]