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Lesswill
Lesswill
I am 19 but i so fucking wish i ws 90 and about to hit the mogue..wow! Is my lyf so fucked up? YES!..I wake up in d morning and i wish i neva did.currently doing a course in int'l diplomatic studies if i survive this war presently going on in my head then i might live 2 bcum 1 of my nations finest millitary diplomat but if i dont. fuck the world.i ll take those little white pills the local drug dispencer gave me then ima slit my throat even before the drug goes through..i am at war within but ima kip fighting for all season..luv y'all broken winged angels tanks for letting me know i aint dat sad little guy that aint worth nothing I am 25 now, and I do not feel like dying, I am done with school and I am trying to get a job. Funny I ever felt like dying. I am 29 now and it's back to the depression trenches for me. A dead sibling and two heart breaks have sealed my fate
Why do we feel so much pains.,why do we go through so much.why am i just down in every way..
No wonder i felt like dying when you left..i am now begining to understand what it means to say i cant do without you..but there is a place in my heart were i ll keep all the memories of our time together.i know its going to be painfull recalling them.but i am ok with this kind of pain.i am ok with any pain you cause me..I LL KEEP YOU.here..luv ya 4eva
You could blame me for your faults,you could hate me more than i,you cld tell your friends my problem,you cld hurt me all you want..the truth is that..I LL NEVER LEAVE MY WORLD ALONE..i will never give up on myself
I just wish she could leave my head just the same way she left me..but no she wont.i can hardly forget any of those fond memories. Is something wrong with me?
Still missing her.
Ever had the feeling that you are the reason why others are not happy?.well i do
The year is bright with hope for others..i jst pray it has something similiar for me.i jst hope i come to anything…anyroad happy new year…y’all nid some banner to celeberate this…
The few men i see along this journey are total strangers..i dont know any animated object apart from my enslaved shadow..i know that he is somehow tired of my bored outlook on life..but he is fated to be with me no matter what.
I have always struggled tried and worked out myself to get what others get without blinking..life has placed me in a situation were i would have to live every minute of my life regretting..i would be 20yrs of age on the 18th of ds month buh i am just dust and wind…the past wasnt filled with roses.and i am not being funny.i have never walked in a real park..when i was young i wantd to become many things different from the sorry case i am presently..i just sleep,eat,walk,sleep,walk,my system is not even connected to the internet…i know there s a power controlling the balance of […]
THINGS ARE JUST FALLING INTO THE WRONG PLACE”’wish i could wait,but i cant.i am from a 4ckn 3rdworld
He was neva lucky in life.even his birth was badluck.he came to this world like a bad juju.insulting success with his never ending tries.why wouldnt he just give up and wait for his demise.cus even in his bad luck he was not lucky enough to die.death to him would have being too much of a divine intervention..contrary to what evr1 believed about him neva being lucky he died and for the first time in his whole fuckd up entire life,he was lucky.HE WAS 1ST TIME LUCKY.
Death.d truth is that.wen she left,i felt that death wld be my last resort.but guess what?i paid no visit to the reaper.i stand strong today.broke as i am.with a better girl in mind.
the truth is that..i still feel this way all the time.i dont have a girlfriend i can afford..i cant afford to even kal a girl that just acceptd my proposals i am as broke as a dinosaurs fossil.i am sliding into depression jst from making this comment.a girl once fainted in my arms at home.but i couldnt afford the simplest form of transportation around this parts,i couldnt get her to the hospital or anything.i was called a curse to the economy.i can hardly afford my meals so i am staying with my parents,this to a great lenght have stopped me from being who i am,truth […]
Why would she.as in i ve got noting to offer so why would anyone want to come to me jst to hurt me..i loved her yes i did.bt she was so filled with lies and she does a very bad job of making her lies sound real..i just dont know why everybody is leaving me for somebody else..she was the only thing that kept me going.but tanx to mr kharled.i wont be needing this life of mine anymore.she left me long before i even knew.bt i dnt care.and i aint taking my lyf bcus of any *****!.st.lesswill lives on
Just went to my school’s course advicer.wrap up s that.i might have to be on probation next session..truth s dat i just dnt gve a 4ck anymore.
She saved me from her own world
The world aint a friendly place.so quit finding friends. The pains and hate will never leave so quit feeling them.. Drop the blade do what i said quit feeling them
We all hope for a better day.even in the harshest of conditions. we see a light through every tunnel.but does that light ever get to us.is this world ever kind to us.find yourself awake in bed (while others sleep)find yourself thinking about how messed up ur life is.maybe the world ran out of hope before we came.maybe hope is irrational or maybe i am delusional
I know there is a bad economy.i know my family isnt one anymore.i know my eldest brother died trying to build the family a good future.and i know i might never know how it feels to be loved.but i dont care.i dont care because nobody cares.nobody give a fuck about me.i am one worthless ************.and thats the only reason why when i see people turn their back on me.i hate myself for a while and move on.i know my entire family is broke and i know the world is not a place for our kind.i dont belive in hope or a bright future.’cus the only […]