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Suicide or Riot

by LifeafterDeath 7/17/2014

written by LifeafterDeath

Hi guys how we all doing 🙂

learned something quite interesting and i thought i would share it with you all.

Prolonged exposure to suicidal thoughts & feelings creates a biochemical reaction in your brain that changes the very way you think, and we don’t even realise its happening. example if you were like me once filled with powerful empathy and heart shattering emotions but now feel quite distant and empty thats the reason. So make it quick and don’t turn into a zombie is probably the lesson here.

Mindblowing, but not literally unfortunately.

Bye 🙂

7/17/2014 6 comments

I’m Free, out and back

by LifeafterDeath 7/3/2014

written by LifeafterDeath

2 months lost Inside a few small rooms, surrounded by rabid humans claiming they were helping me. Bastards, it was hell, but i’m finally free. Last thing i remember doing before was networking with you fine folk 🙂

….. But it’s been a while so i imagine everyone i spoke to on here is dead now 🙁

Still, How you guys doing ?????????

108 – 23- 815

7/3/2014 5 comments

You’re the Best

by LifeafterDeath 5/15/2014

written by LifeafterDeath

We are champions. All of us in our predicaments. Nobody will ever tell us that because no one else Â can ever truly understand what it is we go through. I Â Â I just wanted to say from one suicidal person to another.

I love you and i would hug the crap out of you if you were near.

You are my Hero.

And i wish you luck on whatever happens next.

5/15/2014 6 comments

Winner take All

by LifeafterDeath 5/14/2014

written by LifeafterDeath

It’s suicide vs the survival instinct.

Both ideas and feelings generated from the same brain. So why would the brain want us to survive and die ? wheres the logic ?

a short example:

experiencing a full manic episode, you a hold a knife up to your heart, you’re convinced all you wanna do is jam that baby in there, it starts with a nice big confident swing but then just before impact your arm goes soft ? or your mind goes numb and nothing happens ?? And for what. What possible reason

Some kind of fucked up cosmic joke.

Hi 🙂

5/14/2014 5 comments

Free Hat

by LifeafterDeath 5/13/2014

written by LifeafterDeath

Drinking an crying drinking and crying. filling up the empty bottle with tears so i can just pour it all over my psychiatrists nice rug tomorrow and say “Thats how i feel” but he wouldn’t get it.

You know the worst and maybe greatest feeling i’ve discovered in this amazing life, is the feeling you get when you realise you gotta take control of your own death. That strong burning sensation you get on the wrist’s that trickling blood feeling behind the eyes, so much passion and euphoria. which sadly is designed to be short lived, for reasons we all know.

Sorry I’m in a mood. 70% […]

5/13/2014 2 comments

Ticking time bomb.

by LifeafterDeath 5/12/2014

written by LifeafterDeath

Do you ever get the angry side of being suicidal ? i was just surrounded by people telling me that i’m perfectly fine and theres nothing wrong, the same people who spoon feed me the pills that are designed to basically make you humble in your intolerable situations, and they laugh and poke you as if waiting for a punchline in some massive bloody joke.

my mind instantly went to that place, which most of us probably call home, and i thought.

if i’m willing to end my own life in the most brutal of ways

then what’s stopping me from massacring my current tormentors ?

its a little […]

5/12/2014 3 comments

Savages

by LifeafterDeath 5/11/2014

written by LifeafterDeath

I think suicidal people should be taken to an island or just isolated away somewhere, where we can live in peace and harmony with each other, rather than be abused by our current social surroundings or Doped by are so called helpers the psychiatric warlords. We are not mental or sick, we just don’t have options, and because of this we would rather Die than suffer, we would rather die than degrade ourselves by conforming with the modern Era.

So there.

p.s i should probably say thats just my opinion not necessarily the opinion of any other sufferers. xPeacex

5/11/2014 12 comments